Medicine-not-a-drug

I’ve lived my whole life in first place. I’ve won so many awards throughout my life. I’m so used to winning… Track, School, Friends…. First… But with you that’s not the same story. If I’m not first it feels awkward. It just wont work. If your not first your last. I don’t roll like that. You need to put me before everything and everyone. I’m just so used to the lifestyle it feels like I’m unwanted with you.